bastian

;Dilyyssmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwwtwtt

TODAY

hey to the readers,my stlkerzzz .terutama aqilah ali;p
todayyy had a fght with mama .bisingbisingtubisingni.and yeah finally ada peluang grak ou!yaaahh
i had my acc ttion and after that trus rushing siap and grak ou.
at frst plaannning keling nak tengok wayang .tapi grak kul 3 so yeah lambat cuz i had to grak my class party by 6 .so then we lepak lepak main daytona.lepak tman dak kecik atas ni makan.then cam hujan......uww cold.
haha lupa tak cold panas cam lancau:S
and thennnnn rimas duk pans panas so i asked daus to bawak us pusing pusing...so we kluar from ou at lebih kurang hmm..6 then yes laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa behh u hilang kan ticket !!
haaahaha .climax cite ni.-daus dgn slmbanye g kat tmpat tcket tu nak amek a new one .but hahah ada snsor .so HE FAILED TO JADI PENCURI TICKET PARKING;P
and thennnnnnnnnnnnnn we had to pay 20 bcks for the stupid ticket.normal lah daus maki maki and by the time dia bayar ticket g masuk ou balik jalan jauh semua isi borang daaa pukul .6.30
aduiiiiiiiiiiiiii
and jammmmm terbaik lah.
so then we went back home tanpa pusing pusing:(
and after dat kene pujuk hati mama kemas buku buku sekolah:S
and grak the class party.mkn mkn mkn .perh kenyang lancau.
the best part is i get to jmpa my babies yaaaaaaaaaaa;prindusss

hmmmmmmmm.new year s COMINGGGGGGGGGG.
i hope mama kasik kluar!amin.!
hmmm ohhh......*********my rantai pecah terbelah dua omg...terbaik lah b!*******too badd to you i m not going to give ur rantai back hak hak hak.huhuhu;p
and to hackers.no otha keja ha to do.sooo lame lahh hack hack acct orang nih:Skmk je prgai.

di Bintang*star*:Pkwn hidup semaa?ti.
arina..-keretee siapakahh ituu di blkg hahaha!!weet weet;p

I'll be missing you:D

krkkkkk

TODAY IS THE HAPPIEST DAY EVAAAAAAAAAAAH-
kkrkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
:D

R.I.P BRITTANY MURPHY

ill be watching u!ehehee

questions done by myslf

are you lost sara?
i think the answer is a yes.
are you inlove sara?
naahh.im not.:D
do u need someone special now sara?
taktau.png kepala je
are u mad at anyone sara?
haaa.yes i think.but wtv je
are you in trouble sara?
um.tak.kalau ye pun g mampos.
is ur heart in a good condition sara?
ngehh..ok laa.ada darlings darlings okay saja:)
are you okay with yr studies sara?
naah.SPM:S
do u feel like killing ur self sara?
YEAAAHH HHAHAHAH.
are you like totalllyy craaapppinng right now sara?
YESZA.!

bowring gamps

heyhoho.
jst gt bck frm penang.
duduk there for 4 days.
and the kelaka part is....tak jejak kaki kat pantai langsung.yeslah.
it was bored cuz kaklong and abang tk ikut.so me papa and mama je.
boleh dikatakan g penang 4 hari cam g ou slama 4 hari
so..dpt ah beli baju like boleh beli kat kl pun and best dpt carve rantai hihi:)
i bought the better quality punya lagi mahal but perh lagi buruk cam babi.
so i took bb s one hEHEHEEH.sorry.my dalingarina punya pun lawa gak ok ah;p
n bbykhaleda sorry..kite taktau nak beli ape tuk awak..rantai awak da ada..mmg tak ah awak nak pakai kite nye kan.
ilisa pun...my presnt first;pbut hehehe u know ..what s waiting.
aizat ...sorry gak i soo donoooo wt to buy fr u.:S
penang je ahhhh..takyah kecoh ok korang ahaha..
and and..to aqilah ali..
i saw ur TWITTTTTTTTTT hahaha
peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerhhbaii
edward?HEH HEH HEH KANTOIII
sumpah kantoi kauw bai.
like so the aku tau oredi;p
hm hm
i cant wait for tomolo..
soooooo nak kluar ...arina ajak go pyramid kacau emir keje hihihi:P
okeh im gonna sleep now.esok got tuition:S
nite

cam lancau.

not going to say anything.
ill shut my mouth and see what will happen.
u run away .ill cry
u stay.ill be happy
if this turn to be more complicated
then we end it.

simple aite,?

the suckest day ever.
had to go to the Indonesians embassy to renew the maid s psprt,
i slept at 6 and woke up at 8.30 mandi..makan and straight to kl.
boleh dikatakan ramai cam gampang indon indon nak renew perh.bape ribu cam nak new year la sial.
tunggu nak dkat 3 jam and perh..smayang jumaat.:s
so mama brought me to pavi .nasib dapat baju goodmood sikit.
and after that the so stupid maid mama said asked to go back to the BODS place.
and tunnggu lagi cam lanciao.
i was so fckng tired so mama teman me tido in the car.and the best part is orang kontraktor bangla sblah bangunan tengok us sleeping the fuck wwey.
g mampos i slept for like bape jam in the car and around 5 baru sampai no giliran.
yeayeayea so mama went in and sttle evrything and i need to go to the toilet and PERH toilet dia
-_-.so thn mama bawak me pusing carik shell or petronas and yeah.jumpa:0
tunggu tunggu tunggu.bibik still tak call call :Sso i went in check ape lanc dia tgh buat and STILL the passport belum siap.
thank to god baru bape mnit duduk tingtong da siap akhirnya .kul 6.30 baru siap?can u even count hw mny hrs ive been spending looking at the ppl?yuewh.
abang balik today so yeah happy sikit:)
kaklong also balik rumah ahaha.and grak shah alam makan yeah and met- mamas board director punya anak .peh mama kata kaya lancau.gedik gedik kaklong suruh ngorat the anak .
back from shah alam i slept again for bape jam taktau .bangun bangun badmood lah gile nye gile:S
sorry to all .i know i layan u all like so ..-_-
hpflly esok kluar :)
i so neeeed to get out frm the hse.
i want to lepak with them and i need to see yh too.sorry fr not listening to yr prblems.
i hope i can see u esok:)
and ada orang tu da tido aihyo:S
im bored and he s sleeping aiyoo
end up anastasia carlos online hehehe :)
k bye lah.

MY BABY<3webcaming

aimannurrahman so called my date for today haha and syauqi,ilisa s boyfriend picked me up and we went to sunway for a movie,SANTAU.
nik txtd me ,so dia ,syaqir,yai,ammar and sorang lagi tah sapa lupa nama lepak at starbucks .
and nik mhmd asyraaf ,sila jaga cincin saya ya.i love that ring ,so pls do take a good good good care of that ring.if not u know what will jadi to ur cincin!;p
so then after movie habis .we went to topshop. heheehe ada missiooon lah kan qilah?
then met alyaa.we went to jco after alyaa bought her curly fries hahaha .and lepak lepak aqmar bajet kluar kan camera canonnnn bape ribu dia .and i also bajet tangkap gamba jadi paparazzi habis satu jco pandang jugak ah.cuz the flash perh.
and thennn alyaa had to masuk kerja balik.and teman aqilah g popular..:sPENAT BABI SATU HARI nak tido da kat dlm popular.
and then aqmar and the rest nak balik so hantar lah pulak dorang kat entrnce.huggies huggies kisses kissess.byyebyee babies:)
so again mee and qilah lepak at starbucks .and perh ada laki hot pakai red jersey WOH.;p;p
and also i think i met satu pelakon ni tapi taktau nama?:S
after thattt aqilah s sister sampai and jam gile gile babi punya ..and dpt lah tido kejap dalam kereta HIHIHIHI smbil dgr lagu jiwangindonkeparats.
and till now i dont know mana mhmmd frds shahimee.0.0,
panjang umur,dia da text :D
BORING:s

s o

ahaaaaaaaa.finnaaallly.emir ada kereta and we went to ac:)
syed aiman normal la kan wehh..kau slalu penat time aku rajin.time kau rajin aku penat..yeaya normal.
-_-SATISFIED

to the bawang merah for er breakfast?
with Dj and mama.


N
arina cite POMMM!
again arina buat cite POM dia ..kata nak grak sunway but haha sampai kul.11 skrg ni ha tak sampai sampai pyramid lagi .
so end up aqilah,dina,hanna,azhad,and aqmar je yang grak
then calling calling ...daus and shakir datong .
sorry to them tunggu er er dari kul 1 .2.3 bape jam ahhahhaa
i told u redi come at 2 or 3.degil degil.
so then we went to makan cuz shakir lapo.
then azhad and the gang join makan together .
aqilah bought seluar *pendek* yang dia nak sangat sangat.cuz it was on sale so yeah and baju leopard.daus suke.**hahaha
lepak lepak lepak tunggu syed pun cite POM GAK.kul 8 mlm baru nak call orang..
then mummy daus called.
keno balikkkkkkk...
sorry to hanna .kite kenakan awak with shak shak ahahah.
vrrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmm.the ferrrarrri driver hanta aqilah and hanna back home and me .tetibe takda orang kat rumah yes lah...soo vorooooomm hanta g rumah aqilah balik.and lepaks lepaks talkings talkings gossippss gosssiiiipss .then mama pick me up .makan makan er.nak muntah:S
then I SLEPT FOR 2 hours kot .aqilah kacau call orang aiyer:S:P
haha

6.12.09

urrrrrr .i wokeeeeee up at ummmm 2 ...and thennnnn.
went to parade with mammaa ..and thenn..met nik,fauzan,fadhrul,syaqir and ammar..
then went back home..aqilah came right after mama left the house for jogging with auntiiiiee rosnahh
we went for .....outside the house ..lepak kjap.tengok kolam ikan and hujan........
me and qilah buang masaaaaaaaaaa dgr laguuuuuuuuuuuuuu..baring baring ngantuk gileee.then dadaus msg.ok then ..siap siap siap at 7.30......then tunggu tunggu tunggu si dia mandi..lama gak ah..kul 9 baru text balik.pastu dia adahal g tengok kereta****haha;pand he pierced his nose:D
then arina da bising bising where s daussssssssssssssssss
and i saidd i dont knowwwwwww he got hal hal u knoww..
then arina call call againnnn..and i gelabah gelabah lah.
so she asked for daus s number and i gave to her..
she called him then after that she ringring me.and maarah marah -haa sape suruh tak call dausss..dia nak datang pick up awak dah-
oraite oraiteee
siap siap...online jap ..shakir text kat luaaaaa dah..oraiteeeee
kluarrr laa rumahh at 11.paastuhhhh g hanta kawan daussssss ..pastuhhhhhhhhhhhh
g amek arinaa...
pastuhhhhhhhhhhhhh lepak nailis and sharp at 12 arina s dad calling calling..pastuhh hanta arina baliikk and folloowww abang daus hanta shakir:)
and now im back home..
online onlineeee webcam webcammm sat
daus ngantuks.ok gdnight abg daus:)
dgr dgr problem yonghui and after that he said he s .......and log off.
.chiao.

im bored,ilyppl

syabil and alif


sharifah nur ilisa
amelia natasha

arina athirah


khaleda and maine
daus

yong hui
dodin
natasha

aqilah n tunku

ikram and emir
rais ,fadh,amer,syaqir

arif ,addie,zain,redza


iskhandar


azhad

nik asyraaf

jantunghatiku:P

KARAOKE WITH MAA GIRLS:) including yong hui,redza,azim cullen and others

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT .?
should i trust him or should i not trust him?
should i tell him or should i not tell him?
should i continue or should i stop?
should i tell u that im INLOVE WITH YOU?
tell me what should i do.
help me.

abang s

BEFORE;p
and after:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG LOVE YOU SOO MUCH EWWW;P

blame it on me

i tried,i failed and i find others.
we met again and fell again
i was confused but still continue liking
thought ure going to be the next
but,i thought again ,and mybe this is wrong
and today i looked at him and my heart says i should continue and stay
then i heard the stories,
it was the suckest ever.
because i know the story wont stop just like that
there must be another chapter for sure
and im confused again
should i or should not i
suddenly..she came back
and what the fuck am i doing stupid idiot .
now.a big NO is the answer

to farah amirah:im happy cuz my heart s in peace hahah!sukaa laa nak happy ke tak!!ish!;p
to syaqir:ive tried my best n ill let you go now;)hope ure happy with your life
to arina:i will always be there for you,n i love you always
to aqilah:dont give up bb!hahaha go for it!blog kau cam ..emo so cam aku kesian ahahha<3
to khaleda:KITE tau boyfriend awak handsome!!paan par!
to aiman azhar:what kind of friend are you?ada aku bocorkan rahsia kau ke?think first before kau bukak mulut

im sick right now and not happy farah,hahaha im sick like sick sick macam u masuk hospital haritu.
thank to god atlast ive done my hw !and mayb going to KHALEDA S :)i miss her and sharmaine so ive decided to change my baju now and siap :)

i think im happy now:)

Haiiiiiii bitchesssssssssssss.

Haha, this is Yong Hui hacking Sara's account. I would like to say that Sara is fat and really fat,
I think she really should be on a diet, maybe some liposuction and a nose job hahahahaha
But even though she's fat and badly needs someone new in her life, she's my best friend,
she gets me through shit and even though she sucks at giving advice =D, she get me through
hard times. And she's nice, well she's annoying sometimes and maybe a bitch to some
people but not to her friends! We have a lot of fun together, and I always like the idea of
hanging out with her. More than that, Sara is a true friend, so I'm happy to have her as my
best friend =)


ps: please don't ask me to hack your account and post something if you run out of ideas
-.- HAHA

YH

I knew it was over when you walked away and didn't cry

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried.

I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had.

You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you.

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

not happy

I swear to god I can feel you in the air. I see you everywhere. It takes all of my will to surrender, and not speak, not call, not intersect with you, not text message you. My heart breaks a hundred times a day, and I see you in everything I do.

I do not see it as a virtue of any kind to let go of these gifts. I do not see it as a lesson, or a sign of any growth. Rather, I see it as love... unwanted, unreturned. There is nothing to do with this but weep, and to accept. I stare into the face of limitless love, and sadly recognize my own face.

And so the only thing left to do is to love you. Just like this... like I love you... and let go. To where, for what, until when, I do not know.

boys boys boys

i am in love again.hah.....
aqilah too..
i can say that we need each other badly!
i need her crush s bestfriend
and she likes my crush s bestfriend
only god knows how deeply we re inlove HAHAHA.
i love that that that cute boy and she loves that that ego ish face boy!

things that i miss,
things like touching your hands,your gorgeous pair of eyes ,and your sweet lips HAHA<3
you will live in my memories,forever i swear ms,
i love you forever and always.

love

i know i screwed all up.but i will love you forever....

loiter

tuition!!!!!!!!!stresssss macam hanna!!
malam ...nik semua ajak lepak soo me and qilah pergi ac..QILAH pergi ac .perh ahhahahh!
FIRST TIME !demi seseorang dia sanggup jadi jahat;p
so i texted nik bfre amek aqilah at her house.and nik ckp dia da sampai ac.uuuuuu cepat.
sampai sampai i called nik and ..AKU TENGAH PARKING KETE.hahah babi betul belum sampai..so me and qilah naik dulu and met balbalbalbalabbalbalba.then..the boys sampai.
nik said fauzan bawak kete .uwww...so i pujuk fauzan to hantar me back home later.and he said duitt minyakkk haaha okay .dah deal ape semua.around 11.30 pusing pusing around usj s and 19 s .
so the driver,drifter syaqir..bawk kete macam bawak Subaru!lajunakmati!
sampai aqilah jadi hantu nik kate.;p
g rumah iman ..yes la iman!tak angkat phnee!!!!!!dorang dah siap C for you!
call arina pulak YES LAA bapak awak da kunci rumah!
then syaqir brought us to padang untuk fauzan KENCING bodoh ahhah.baru duduk 3 minit fauzan s mum called.so nak kena hanta da me and qilah balik..tengok tengok syaqir g pusing again?ahha ok then hanta aqila balik...and then me.....
and .now.FCKEDUPGILETHTSTUPIDSHITSANGATANNYINGTAHAPDEWA!IDONTWANT YOUFUCKER!gETLOST

aqilah alley

aizat kot baagi nama wtf.ke nik ke sapa ah ...wtf stands for.F. F stands for FALLING FOR YOU!.aqilah ali my friend tengah dilamun cinta...*cinta?*wouwwssa hahaha.she loves that WTF guy sampai tak terhingga ah.hahaha bak kata dia.kalau dia takda macam takda life nak kluar semua.
aku.bercinta pun tak seteruk kau ahhaah!
she wanna be on him!be on him!
she wanna see him !see him!
but he s not here !not here!
hes at the AStotheRAMA.
so saddy aqilah so saddy,
dont worry !dont worry!
ur time will come!
cus everyday when i see aqilah!
i see a girl yang bertambah tambah hot nye
macam maksaleh bak kataa nik!
rambut nya sudah kuning,matanya sudah hijau hijau !kulit putih la bak kata kau kan!?AHHAHA
kalau wtf tak menjadi ...DAN HUMFREY sentiasa available lagi gedang lagi comel !ops*

:D

arina texted me:wey.gotta call me now woah!!..
sara:pehal ngan dia nii.?ahhaha ok ah ilisa call.and she told ilisa the story
tengok tengok story dia...
arina:wey..kite kat papaarricch..and cam ada satu group laki hot babi.pastu mintak lighter kat kite .hahahaHAHAHHAHHAA bodoh tu je?and the cair part is the guy asked her name.
oooookay
ahhaaha bodoh nak mati arina bodoh!
todaay kluar with the girls....and two boys ahha.sooooo ilisa bought her shoes and belt.and dina pun dah jumpa baju !*sapa pilih dina sapa pilih??*ilisa sape pilihkan baju awak lisaa sapee?ahhaha ME;p
trust mee..they re gonna be THE HOTTTESSTT miaow tommrow!
........ANA WAIT FOR US AT UR PARTY>>>:D

still

_ _ _ ,i masih sayang kan u,and i want you back..

hanisah my baby<3

she wrote me the best thing ever in my life.

Dear Sara Sabrena,

I keep this feeling a really long time ago. Well, not that long I think maybe almost 7 or 8 months. The first thing is Thank You for being such a Goooooddd friend. At first, I really scared and thought about should I be your friend or should I not? And yet we can get along and so close. The reason why I choose you rather than my other million friends I have, because I want to apologize for what I did to you, last year. Still remember? We fought because of Syaqir. What a laugh! Do you still remember the letter that I gave you? Hahaha It was the most memalukan thing I had ever done. I just dont know why I wrote that letter. I was so stupid and immature at that time. Please burn it or throw it away or flush it into the toilet bowl. I used to be a unpredictable person but now when I grow older , I know how to think and react in any situation. Sara, I still can’t believe that you accept me as your friend after what I did to you. Last year was too drama and just forget the past and bring the joy :D 2009 has been a good year for me and I hope 2010 is better. New friends, new classmates, new character and still searching for a new boyfriend. Awesome! I love you as my friend and I want to thank God for having a good friend as you. Oh please Sara , forgive me and I never meant to cari pasal with you. I PROMISE that I will never repeat the same mistake ever! EVER! I don’t care you want to call me clown nose or what but hehehe.. I love you Sara and once again SORRY :)

I LOVE YOU HANISAH!!

another two days:D

IM HAVING MATHS AND SCIENCE paper TMMMRRRW ..my brain s going to explode soon.
N I MISS THAT GUY REALLY I DO!:D

parasite

and he said...

yh says:
sara
u know
no matter how much i loved my 1st love
i moved on
because
i know its not worth it to wait like this
to cry
when she doesnt even give a damn
really sara
my whole life changed just because of that 1st and very 1st
failed relationship
and look at me now
look what it did to me
so please sara
i dont want that to happen to you



ive tried my best .bt i just still cant.

abang suda balekkkkkkkkk.tommmrrw grak dinner mama s birthday*kaklong belanja**haha
aand carik my present !ahhaha im soo gonna get a new sound system with the woofer and all .i love itt i love ittt
and change my fucking slow pc.
to ilisa;I NEED MY PRESENT BABY AHAHA<3tak malu.
to arina:i need new purse!
to amy:WHERES MY DRESs la sayang!
to Im:thnk you for the selipar!i know sptutnya cheaper but takda size sooo Im kene beli lagi mahal nye !!HAHAHAHAH sorry baby.
emir:thank you for the beberapa batang je kimak ahahha!
and THANK YOUUUUUUUUU ILISA,AQILA,ARINA,DINA,FARHAN,AIMAN,KHALEDA N HANNAAA fr the sprise prty ahahha<3lawak babi sial korang.loveyouallll

pictures kat phn arina la aqilaaaaaaaaa~!!bodoh laa arina ni tak hanta hanta lagi shitzooo.
so no pictures and video tu cam gampang aku tak ske.ahahah
exam akan berakhir tak lama lAGIIIIIIIII YAAAAAAAhoo.
another three days je sara!!!gogogo!lepas itu kita bersuka riaaaaaa
;)

16;p

happy birthday to me!!happy birthday to me..!happy birthday to sara..happy birthday day to me..!:P

honey,listen,

what is your favourite colour sayang?
him:blue..
imy,;D

sayang sayang

THE BOMB
THE WORST EVER...HEHE JOKING

THE SWEETEST
FOREVER N EVER
THE ONES IM HAPPY WITH!
NO MATTER IN WHAT CONDITION
BABIES I LOVE YOU!<3